alhamdulillah kepada allah kerana sudi buka hati ayah aku untuk tolong tunang ku,
semoga allah limpahkan dan buka lebih banyak pintu rezeki nya..dan ya allah, jadi kan lah aku anak yang baik dan taat kepada ibu bapanya.Murahkan juga rezeki kami dengan terbukanya banyak pintu rezeki kami ya allah.. amin
23 july 2011 :)
Saturday, July 23, 2011
A notes for a father
Nowadays, i rarely get a peace of mind, my life full's with commitment,
Commitment as student,lots of assignment's, lot's lot's of stuff to study,a commitment as a son,become obidient and following orders was a tough jon to be done, commitment in becoming a great designer, 24 hours wasnt enough to practise everything that come in mind,and a commitment to handle and care for my relationship so that we wont have a fight, so that our relationship last longer.It was a huge responsibilities, and i am not even married yet.
and i know, if i'm working, there will be another commitment to handle.i wish that i'm much more tougher than this, i feel sick of complaints.I want to work and stay as far as i can, while helping my family to get one nice home.
I know, i should be a good son, i am the eldest among the family, let me learn how to take control of things.. let me be some one who lead.. i know i've done wrong so many times, i fail as a son.Don't make me feel worst.I know i am a failure in your family, and it hurts me more when i know that you never give me a chance to become an adult.
When you look at one point of view, you only see the same thing, while if you think around and out of the box, you'll see a different side of me.
give me space to learn to become a responsible man father.
Commitment as student,lots of assignment's, lot's lot's of stuff to study,a commitment as a son,become obidient and following orders was a tough jon to be done, commitment in becoming a great designer, 24 hours wasnt enough to practise everything that come in mind,and a commitment to handle and care for my relationship so that we wont have a fight, so that our relationship last longer.It was a huge responsibilities, and i am not even married yet.
and i know, if i'm working, there will be another commitment to handle.i wish that i'm much more tougher than this, i feel sick of complaints.I want to work and stay as far as i can, while helping my family to get one nice home.
I know, i should be a good son, i am the eldest among the family, let me learn how to take control of things.. let me be some one who lead.. i know i've done wrong so many times, i fail as a son.Don't make me feel worst.I know i am a failure in your family, and it hurts me more when i know that you never give me a chance to become an adult.
When you look at one point of view, you only see the same thing, while if you think around and out of the box, you'll see a different side of me.
give me space to learn to become a responsible man father.
BECOMING SOMEBODY need a big sacrifice,
BECOMING SOMEBODY need a big sacrifice,
Everybody need somewhere to hold when their life turns out shaking and not stable enough, and right now, I face the circumstances where I need to get a hold of everything, to maintain my relationship, my ambition to become a great designer, and a great student while reaching my dreams, and that is to marry her, SHAREENA REDZUAN. It is a big responsibility of becoming a great man.For this circumstances, I need my parents support the most, but it seems all of them are hardly to understand what I’m going to sacrifice, maybe for them it’s because of my girlfriend that I want to change, but why didn’t they think it positively, everything need a starter, even a car that out of battery need a jumper to jump start, and so do humans. When they’re facing a problem’s or circumstances, our lives need to be improvise for a better living.
I want to change not just because of how loved I am to her, not just because of how hard I wanted to help my family, but I want to change for a better living for both of them. Why didn’t they understand? Can’t they look it as a movement which reflect a responsibility towards it rather than seeing it same as always. Looking me as a kid as always. Always, and that makes me want to be a kid rather than being grown up.
I know that not every dream that we wanted will come true, but if there is hope I will not give up, I will absolutely not give up on my dreams, to marry her, to help my family and to help her and family too, and to become one of well-known designer.
I know that not every dream that we wanted will come true, but if there is hope I will not give up, I will absolutely not give up on my dreams, to marry her, to help my family and to help her and family too, and to become one of well-known designer.
On my birthday, 19 of July 2011, I used her car to my university then there was a guy came to collect her car due to pending payment for 7 months, and it really shocks me. After sometime, I’ve thought, this is the time I need to improvise myself.
Don’t be mad at me if I’m improvise my lifestyle, don’t hate me if I’m working to help you guys out. Don’t even complaint that I’m going to work because, as always, my parents kept saying that they were worried that I can’t get a hold to my studies if I’m working while if I’m not, you guys kept complaining that you guys felt that I was a burden after all.
Don’t be mad at me if I’m improvise my lifestyle, don’t hate me if I’m working to help you guys out. Don’t even complaint that I’m going to work because, as always, my parents kept saying that they were worried that I can’t get a hold to my studies if I’m working while if I’m not, you guys kept complaining that you guys felt that I was a burden after all.
I HOPE THAT MY PARENTS WONT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT ANYMORE.I AM ADULT ENOUGH SO Don’t BOTHER if I’m working. DON’T even complaint.
I’ll finish my studies, while I’m working event it took me 100YEARS to complete!
EVERY CHANGES need time , so don’t push me. LET me change by myself instead of PUSHING ME 24 hours!
LET ME BE A GOOD SON, a good student without STRESSFUL push from you guys.
THANKS FOR READING.
I’ll finish my studies, while I’m working event it took me 100YEARS to complete!
EVERY CHANGES need time , so don’t push me. LET me change by myself instead of PUSHING ME 24 hours!
LET ME BE A GOOD SON, a good student without STRESSFUL push from you guys.
THANKS FOR READING.
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