Indecisive
Empty Decorations lyrics
I wake in the dark
With showers of life
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No other hope
Reality brings me
Into the ground
What can I do
What can I say
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for a life I used to know
The perfect song were filled with
Words of love and not with anger
What if they go
What if they leave me far behind
'Cause I don't wanna be alone... (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I want to be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want...
Is to be with you...
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Experience.
Well, i am so fucking bored today, and my disappointment towards our local university become more and more powerlfull.. bhahahahaa
and event dissappointed to ptptn.
this time, i would like to share with u ols about love.
This year i am 24 years old,just a few months ahead make me 25.. the time move so fast.. and i feel too old to plasy around..Its sad to say it here, but i've tried with almost 40 plus girl, and all of it doesnt work out.
i'm not a perfectionist, but most of my relationship has been betrayed..
So, in all of the 40's relationship, not all of the reason's of clash is because of me.
after all of this relationship, i've realize one thing, if you want the best way to forget others which is ur ex love, is by loving someone new, it usually make my life a little bit happy, rather than sad for two years..
but recently, i've disovered that, if the new relationship does'nt turn out so well, it will return back as the past before you knew happiness..
actually, i am fucking tired for all of this.i am tired to find new love, tired to hold the pain which i have to suffer for my entire life.. but i keep standing still, i want to feel love like others.. i want to be happy..
but this try seems to be a failure.. maybe i should stay single as plasnned after all, so i wont make others cry..
i'm so hopelessly guy.. looking for ordinary girl which can accept my offer.LOVE. i dont know about my future, but i might be a good designer and a good father.I'm not looking for the hottest girl in entire world, just enough with someone sweet in the eye, and i will love her for my entire life..
i'm not a good person, so, i'm looking someone whose a little bit better than me.. a little naughty, caring and loving, and the most importan thing, she knows whats best for me in many ways..
who ever it is, i will appreciate you for my entire life.
and event dissappointed to ptptn.
this time, i would like to share with u ols about love.
This year i am 24 years old,just a few months ahead make me 25.. the time move so fast.. and i feel too old to plasy around..Its sad to say it here, but i've tried with almost 40 plus girl, and all of it doesnt work out.
i'm not a perfectionist, but most of my relationship has been betrayed..
So, in all of the 40's relationship, not all of the reason's of clash is because of me.
after all of this relationship, i've realize one thing, if you want the best way to forget others which is ur ex love, is by loving someone new, it usually make my life a little bit happy, rather than sad for two years..
but recently, i've disovered that, if the new relationship does'nt turn out so well, it will return back as the past before you knew happiness..
actually, i am fucking tired for all of this.i am tired to find new love, tired to hold the pain which i have to suffer for my entire life.. but i keep standing still, i want to feel love like others.. i want to be happy..
but this try seems to be a failure.. maybe i should stay single as plasnned after all, so i wont make others cry..
i'm so hopelessly guy.. looking for ordinary girl which can accept my offer.LOVE. i dont know about my future, but i might be a good designer and a good father.I'm not looking for the hottest girl in entire world, just enough with someone sweet in the eye, and i will love her for my entire life..
i'm not a good person, so, i'm looking someone whose a little bit better than me.. a little naughty, caring and loving, and the most importan thing, she knows whats best for me in many ways..
who ever it is, i will appreciate you for my entire life.
One of the most stupid thing happening in this world
As we move forward, technology termendously increase their speed and expanded to next level every day, and so do design. Sadly, the main thing design is used is to overcome problems, thus, any design which did not is a fucking failure.
Here, i would like to share that, recently KLMU has change their study kits from physical form to soft copy in pdf, which i must say, it is SO FUCKING handy. To whoever read this, especially students, or even kids can realize which best and which was not.
Before any design is publish, they should do some beta testing, and ask the student opinion first before the service or product can be release for public use.By using softcopy, the study ground is limited to lap top and computer, while using books or notes, student can score even better because they can read anywhere without limitation, from toilet to bathtub, on the bed before sleeping, in the bus or train, so in my opninion which i must say, even thrillion people will agree with me, digital or softcopy study kits doesnt suit well for students because it has so many disadvanteges which can give huge impact in student performance.
So as adults who created this, you should think carefully before implementing such u fucking ass hole ideas.
Design supposedly to make life easier, not harder. Designers should aware more on what people needs and what they wants instead of thinking your design is the best.. but its just suits u well.NOT OTHERS. And i strongly believe that, books must be in physical form.
Sadly recently, i went and check for study kits, and guess what, the receptionist which is responsible in handling this books told me that, if we did't get any books, we have to write a letter to claim back our money, or i assume, the money will be KLMU's. WOw!! This is so fucking great!! I likkkkeeeeee like SHIT.
If you guys dont believe me, or even stupid enough to think, why not you make a survey??
My advice, if you're dato, professor, lawyer, scientist, use your brain wisely cuz you might make people arround you live in misery.
I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHICH EXPERIENCE THIS MISERY.. and thousand out there silently agreed. Thank you for reading my entry.
Here, i would like to share that, recently KLMU has change their study kits from physical form to soft copy in pdf, which i must say, it is SO FUCKING handy. To whoever read this, especially students, or even kids can realize which best and which was not.
Before any design is publish, they should do some beta testing, and ask the student opinion first before the service or product can be release for public use.By using softcopy, the study ground is limited to lap top and computer, while using books or notes, student can score even better because they can read anywhere without limitation, from toilet to bathtub, on the bed before sleeping, in the bus or train, so in my opninion which i must say, even thrillion people will agree with me, digital or softcopy study kits doesnt suit well for students because it has so many disadvanteges which can give huge impact in student performance.
So as adults who created this, you should think carefully before implementing such u fucking ass hole ideas.
Design supposedly to make life easier, not harder. Designers should aware more on what people needs and what they wants instead of thinking your design is the best.. but its just suits u well.NOT OTHERS. And i strongly believe that, books must be in physical form.
Sadly recently, i went and check for study kits, and guess what, the receptionist which is responsible in handling this books told me that, if we did't get any books, we have to write a letter to claim back our money, or i assume, the money will be KLMU's. WOw!! This is so fucking great!! I likkkkeeeeee like SHIT.
If you guys dont believe me, or even stupid enough to think, why not you make a survey??
My advice, if you're dato, professor, lawyer, scientist, use your brain wisely cuz you might make people arround you live in misery.
I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHICH EXPERIENCE THIS MISERY.. and thousand out there silently agreed. Thank you for reading my entry.
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