BECOMING SOMEBODY need a big sacrifice,

BECOMING SOMEBODY need a big sacrifice,

Everybody need somewhere to hold when their life turns out shaking and not stable enough, and right now, I face the circumstances where I need to get a hold of everything, to maintain my relationship, my ambition to become a great designer, and a great student while reaching my dreams, and that is to marry her, SHAREENA REDZUAN. It is a big responsibility of becoming a great man.For this circumstances, I need my parents support the most, but it seems all of them are hardly to understand what I’m going to sacrifice, maybe for them it’s because of my girlfriend that I want to change, but why didn’t they think it positively, everything need a starter, even a car that out of battery need a jumper to jump start, and so do humans. When they’re facing a problem’s or circumstances, our lives need to be improvise for a better living.

I want to change not just because of how loved I am to her, not just because of how hard I wanted to help my family, but I want to change for a better living for both of them. Why didn’t they understand? Can’t they look it as a movement which reflect a responsibility towards it rather than seeing it same as always. Looking me as a kid as always. Always, and that makes me want to be a kid rather than being grown up.
I know that not every dream that we wanted will come true, but if there is hope I will not give up, I will absolutely not give up on my dreams, to marry her, to help my family and to help her and family too, and to become one of well-known designer.

On my birthday, 19 of July 2011, I used her car to my university then there was a guy came to collect her car due to pending payment for 7 months, and it really shocks me. After sometime, I’ve thought, this is the time I need to improvise myself.
Don’t be mad at me if I’m improvise my lifestyle, don’t hate me if I’m working to help you guys out. Don’t even complaint that I’m going to work because, as always, my parents kept saying that they were worried that I can’t get a hold to my studies if I’m working while if I’m not, you guys kept complaining that you guys felt that I was a burden after all.

I HOPE THAT MY PARENTS WONT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT ANYMORE.I AM ADULT ENOUGH SO Don’t BOTHER if I’m working. DON’T even complaint.
I’ll finish my studies, while I’m working event it took me 100YEARS to complete!
EVERY CHANGES need time , so don’t push me. LET me change by myself instead of PUSHING ME 24 hours!
LET ME BE A GOOD SON, a good student without STRESSFUL push from you guys.
THANKS FOR READING.